is it ketus influence pulling me deeper into spirituality or just my curiosity? lately ive been wondering does life have any real meaning if reaching gods feet is the ultimate purpose then i cant help but feel conflicted as someone pursuing ai and data science engineering while running a startup i barely have time for spiritual practices yet for the past few days i keep blaming myself for not being spiritual enough and feeling this unshakable void
my mum is an astrologer so ive always been around spiritual discussions as im iyengar we almost celebrate all the special occasions every time but i never felt this strongly about it before
i remember using a tamil brahmin site long ago to read some stuff but after losing access to my account i made a new one it seems like most people there arent my age i cant find any 19 year olds but id really appreciate any insights from those whove been through a similar dilemma
wishing you all a great day/night
my mum is an astrologer so ive always been around spiritual discussions as im iyengar we almost celebrate all the special occasions every time but i never felt this strongly about it before
i remember using a tamil brahmin site long ago to read some stuff but after losing access to my account i made a new one it seems like most people there arent my age i cant find any 19 year olds but id really appreciate any insights from those whove been through a similar dilemma
wishing you all a great day/night
