Dear SirSir,
It makes me wonder why you're being targeted repeatedly with such intensity/force as you come across as an elevated & spiritually knowledgeable personality as displayed by your deep explanations throughout this forum.
You, come across as decent & nice person to put into a nutshell. You cannot be having so many enemies.
I understand the gravity of "10 ^35-watt power destructive energy" as I also can control such intensity, if desired.
What could you possibly have done to attract this powerful enmity? If I remember correctly, you had said that your family members also suffered from those fallouts.
What you probably already have is a massive force-field of positive energy (prana, chi, life-force, etc.) protecting & shielding you.
The standard "white light ball of positive energy" method would not be able to withstand the "10 ^35-watt power destructive energy" power of the energy you described.
I'm a spiritual practitioner who regularly practices "grey magic" with "white" & I would be interested to study your methods. We can than exchange ideas which may be mutually beneficial.
If you feel uncomfortable sharing on this open forum, I invite you to "direct message" me if you like.
Thank you for reading.