JR
Hare Krishna
I love mother Mahalakshmi equally as I do Sriman Narayana. However, when coming to Ishta deivam, my heart yearns for the darshan and guidance of Sri Ramachandra -- this has all to do with beautiful bearing, grace, mercy, kindness, invincibility, bravery, etc. Perhaps mother Mahalakshmi would have been my ishta if there were some ithihasa to solely focus on all these aspects within the mother goddess. But that being not there, my heart naturally yearns for one who is described in detail by our ithihasas... so a male or female god is equally ok to me.