If we look at Society in a bird's eye view, there are religions, non believers, and believers in human and social values respecting both. If we take all as God's creations, then Our Hinduism is part and not a whole of GOD's WORLD. But still we particularly feel that Vedas are supreme and belong to whole universe. We, including me, find immense pleasure in chanting Vedas or upanishads. I feel that apart from the mere external truth there are immense features attached to our vedas which we have not comprehended yet. Those who have comprehended have not expressed outside to the world. Are there any brahminical or Hinduistic researches made pervading the whole universe not confining to Hinduism or simply this universe.?
Shri kumarskanda,
First let me tell you that I hail from a vaideeka Tabra family. I am 72 years old. I started my life as a young tabra believing all that you say about vedas, upanishads, etc. But then I had very little knowledge of sanskrit and whatever was taught (like purushasooktam, rudram, chamakam, mahanyaasam, panchaadi, udakasaanthi mantram, etc.,) was reproduced in those sing-song fashion which used to give a sense of having pleased the God (deity) in question and thus having gone one more step towards the divine.
But doubts started in my mind at some point in life and questions like—
1. Is hindu religion anything special or is it just yet another religion?
2. If the vedas are for the whole world, why did not God see to it that all the people got the vedas and followed one religion?
3. What exactly is the function of religion in human life?,
etc., started coming up in my mind again and again. One reason for this was, I think, I was a "frog-in-the-well tabra ambi" till I got an all-India job. When I went and lived in different parts of the country, I found, to my surprise that there are good people and bad people in all classes/castes/religions etc. Ironically, I found that people who were outwardly very religious, often proved to be highly untrustworthy people as well. This sort of made me think about the role of religiosity in the personality.
After my retirement I started learning a little bit of sanskrit and also our scriptural books after I could find enough money to own a desk top PC. This study has continued for nearly twelve years now. While my sanskrit knowledge is meagre even now, I am able to read and decipher the meanings of most verses with the help of dictionary, commentaries by reliable authors including western scholars, etc.
I tend to agree with you in your statement that "
Those who have comprehended have not expressed outside to the world." But in my view the various religious heads, swamijis, pravachanakartas, etc., either did not bother to dig deep into the scriptures and were contend to regurgitate whatever their gurus had taught them or, they kept silent about inconvenient aspects of our various scriptures. But if you diligently search, you will find that here and there one person who is really an authority has come out in the open and conveyed the reality of our religion/scriptures for the benefit of the world.
I will suggest to you the following two books authored by Agnihotram Ramanuja Thathachariar, who was an authority on Yajurveda and also a very close friend of the Kanchi Acharya Chandrasekharendra Saraswathi :—
1. இந்து மதம் எங்கே போகிறது? (intu matam eṅke pokiṟatu? - whither goes the Hindu religion?)
2. சடங்குகளின் கதை (caṭaṅkukaḷiṉ katai - the story of some religious rites)
A reading of these books is likely to tell you whether hindu religion is for universal welfare, or otherwise.