After intermediate examination
My engineering college interview: part 1:
After completing my intermediate at St Joseph's college, Thiruchy in April 1952, I was pursuing my Mathematics Honours in the same college. At this point I stopped with a big" but". Man proposes but God disposes. Yes. Even though I didn't have an inclination for engineering, peer pressure and my parents and other relatives forced me to apply for engineering, since engineering was considered a STATUS SYMBOL then in the fifties.
During that year, because of the delay in the formation of the State Ministry, in view of congress party not getting an absolute majority to form the State Government by itself, the engineering interview was delayed till the end of July. The State was then a composite Madras state ( known as Madras presidency earlier), comprising the whole of what is now known as Tamilnadu, Andhra Pradesh, Kerala , Karnataka and a part of Orissa minus the then princely States such as Pudukottai, Hyderabad, Mysore etc. In this vast presidency, there were only FOUR Government Engineering Colleges and less than a handful of private engineering colleges, unlike today where we have about 525 engineering colleges in Tamilnadu alone!
Similar to the present day reservation, there was a communal G.O restricting admission to forward class, PROVIDING PROPORTIONATE RESERVATION in which the so called forward among the forward classes will get a raw deal( in proportion to the total population). There was a fight going on then to retain the G.O. My village Ariyalur being a strong hold of Dravida Kazhagam (DK), the DK enthusiasts used to scribble on walls particularly in Agraharams that they want கம்பூணூல் G.O to be retained, mistaking communal to கம்பூணூல் which they thought had something to do with ' Poonool'. Admission in Engineering was very tough for FCs and particularly for Brahmins in view of their very small percentage (3%) of the total State population, but somehow forced by peer, parents and relatives pressure, I applied for engineering, even though I didn't have an iota of inclination ( leave alone chances) for it.
I was cocksure that I won't get admission in engineering and so I thought that merely applying for engineering just to satisfy my parents and friends is no harm.
When I was called for interview in July, I decided to appear for interview not because of the peer pressure or parental pressure building on me, but because of a LURKING DESIRE IN ME to use this opportunity to SEE MADRAS (now Chennai) which I had not seen till then and which was one of my fantasylands.
So I met Fr Ehrahrt (I am not sure of the spelling ) who was then the Principal of the college (and incidentally the warden of Clive's Hostel too in which I was staying as a hosteller) and asked him for three days leave. He became so red -faced that he started shouting at me saying that it was not fair on my part to try to go for engineering after getting admission in the college in the prestigious Mathematics Honours course and so he said that he won't give me leave to attend the interview. I was one of his favourites in the hostel and I pleaded with him saying that since my parents want me to appear for the interview, I want to go to Madras assuring him at the same time that I WON'T JOIN ENGINEERING EVEN IF OFFERED, a promise which I had to break later.
Even though not convinced, at last he gave me permission half heartedly, clearly indicating his displeasure, with emphasis that I should keep up my word. The main impelling force for me to attend the interview was not any love for engineering but MY STRONG AND IMPELLING DESIRE TO SEE MADRAS. ( continued)