Spirituality has helped me with the ability to rise above the strongest of pressures and temptations. The energy in the body has risen to such an extent it literally revolts on seeing the sinful and wrong deeds. I am not talking about the mind but the body. Just as poisonous energy pervades those who commit evil deeds, spiritual energy pervades my mind and body.
I think I an now more or less ready for the task which I have been thinking about for the past few months seriously.
Sravna..if you " revolt" on seeing sinful and wrong deeds that shows you are just on overdose of sattva and not in state of balance.
Some who are on an overdose of Rajas like Taliban also revolt when seeing acts that are sinful and wrong in their perception.
The only difference here is since you are sattva, you do not carry a gun unlike Taliban.
I am not a saint, but when I see gross evil acts, I feel bad for the victim and at the same time I analyze what led to an evil act.
If you read about the lives of psychopaths, some of them display psychopathic tendencies even at the age of 4.
Ted Bundy was such a person, an intelligent good looking guy who was a serial killer and at the age of 4 he placed kitchen knives all around his sleeping aunt.
His family was a normal family..not a troubled one.
He claimed he was innocent and used to say he didnt remember commiting the crimes.
So you see, its actually complex.Why was he " evil" at age 4?
So instead of dividing anything into divine or evil why not solve any problem without judging it?
Just view something as non conducive, non equilibrium and try to bring it to balance.
I have no idea what you plan, may be you can start with Afghanistan.
After all the land was once Hindu- Buddhist and some of them were also of Sattva DNA before since Panini the grammarian himself was from Afghanistan.
So technically they still have Sattva genes only thing its been hijacked by Rajas now.
Btw from what you sound, it doesnt sound like Brahmana Dharma anymore..you sound very much like a Kshatriya waiting to slay evil.