My dear Sravna,
I have more than one health condition in bad shape, giving troubles, and because I have reservations about modern day hospitals and their services (highly profit-motive) I have not been ready for surgery etc., and am carrying on with the help of medicines prescribed by my family physician.
I do not want you to cure me of any of my diseases through your spiritual energy method because I am more or less convinced that whatever it is, this procedure will only bring great harm to you and your mind & body. I don't have the power or authority to tell you not to persist with your quixotic ideas of "spirituality" and its powers, but even so, I will take this opportunity to suggest to you to forget about all this spirituality blah blah and lead life as a normal, earthy human being for which all of us have been born. If you find my suggestion not acceptable, no harm, but at least please remember that I had forewarned you.
I fully agree with you Sangom ji.
Sravna I do not want to encourage you in your belief of spiritual powers becos I can clearly see you are losing touch with reality...that is you are not seeing the dangers of your intention even though you have good intention to help others.
Mostly I still participate in your threads becos I try to keep you connected to reality which I feel you are still very convinced that you do posses spiritual powers.
I am not saying you are imagining it but I feel as long you do not have all answers yet to most questions on how the powers work..the best is not to venture into this.
Frankly speaking...how can one group session of people of various conditions be cured for you without getting disease specific?
Even Ayurveda is disease specific..there is no one medication that can cure all diseases.
Even those who really have spiritual powers have different curing methods for different diseases.
Even sadhana for each person is guna based and that too differs.
You know very well even identical twins differ from each other in behavior..so I do not really believe a mass curing is possible.
I hope you do not mind my post..you could agree to disagree but its my humble suggestion to stop all these practice for now.
The reason I asked you about the cause of my cluster headache is just to see how you would address it....you did say you have no idea about it which I accept becos even doctors dont really know the exact cause and treat it symptomatically but yet you feel that any disease can be cured by group healing sessions.
Sravna...you have no answers yet..may be give yourself sometime..if you really have some powers in time you should be able to know more about it.
I know everyone did not believe Noah when he built a boat cos he felt the great flood was coming and finally he was right.
So likewise to be fair to you I wont disbelieve you a 100% but all I can say now is "If you do not yet have all answers and do not know how your powers work..do not try to cure anyone..you would only be damaging yourself"