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Dear Raghy,
Your spiritual journey is no different from that of many others. May be you did not try hard enough to know/search for the answers or you gave up too early in the struggle. But I find that you are tuned now to the wavelengths in which you will find the answers. God has equiped you with the wherewithals to find the truth and answers. As you have said, be true to yourself,be honest, be sharing your good things with every one and be always approachable. Also keep searching for the answers for the questions which you have filed in the archives of your mind and forgotten. Open them and try to find answers. In our religion there are enough sources from which you will get answers.
I stop here. I have already become very advisory. I am sorry. Best wishes.
Cheers.
Sri. Raju,
I have no spiritual journey. I am not going to pretend. For me, past is dead; future is unknown; only present is visible. Sometimes, even what I see, what is visible is not true! For example, Visible is I own one home; truth is that home is owned by the bank by the way of mortgage!
My janma in this world is the reality now. My poorva janma, if there was one, is an assumption; the future janma, if I do get one, will be a speculation.
I reject both assumption and speculation. My simple motto is, just live for today! So, why am I not living a life of lie, fraud and cheating? I thought about that. Why should I do that? Should I do that to earn money? So, what is money?Money to day is just a bunch of numbers in cyberspace! Yes, i know I need money to live. That amount of money can be very easily made from a honest work. I never have to look behind my shoulders. I don't have to lie; don't have to lie again to cover one more lie! I lead a life with happiness.
I may never find any answers. Sowbagyavathy Renuka seemed to have measured me very well! ( I don't rember the post number otr the thread) Once she said, "Raghy, you don't even seem to have questions!". She is so right! I don't have questions!
What are the usual questions? Who am I? Where did I come from? Where am I going?
The answers - I don't know where I came from; i could only assume about where I came from.. meaning my poorva janmas.
I don't care where I am going. " Just do your best; leave the rest" is my policy. Whatever i do, I just do sincerely. If I fall short... I fall short! What else can be done? I could have few 'Gurus' behind me.. I could have 'God' beside me... still, I have to do my best! Krishna was the sarathy; Ruthran was the bow; Hanuman was the flag.... Karnan knew all that! Inspite of all that, he was sincere in his action; loyal to his friend! He fought against all of them put together!
My life is very simple. I know I have one janma. Here that janma is typing a message. Just be sincere. That's all.
Sri. Raju, I immensely appreciate your reply to me. But I don't have any question at all. Not that I have all the answers; all the answers I thought so far are listed above. I don't have an empty feeling in life; I don't have an 'acheived' feeling either. (But I know, people like me! I know all those people are not quite well psychologically... but, still it is a nice feeling). I know, my writing is all over the place. But that's what I feel when I sit down and think about janma, life concepts. ( I am not even mentioning Karma here).
Cheers!