Sowbagyavathy Renuka,
I was going to write this reply to Sri. Ranganathan. But I am writing this to you.
I can not accept 'Eureka movement' of self realisation. One instant I am not self-realised , the next instant I am self-realised and stays self-realised does not sound right to me. As I progress in my life, as I gather more and more wisdom, the instances and frequencies I fall prey to my senses keeps reducing. Self realisation is a very slow, gradual process. For some atmans it may take few janmas. If self realisation is an instantaneous occurence, why should the atma go through many janmas before mukhti?
Cheers!
Dear sri Raghy,
You could have very well addressed it to me.
Self-realisation is experiencing. When a sadhak experiences this - no one knows
and he also does not know. If you ask him, he will not be able to tell you when
and how. Such enlightened souls are silent and they do not give you any
lecture. Only half-baked people like me give lecture on Advaita vedanta,
based on some studies. All theoretical.
Yes, effort is needed and we call it sadhana. After the basics like chittasuddhi
and chitta ikakgram, we study nitya-anitya vastu vivekam, develop vairagya
and cultivate shraddha. We have deep yearning to attain moksha (mumu-
kshutvam ).
Then we seek a Guru who is a stotriya and brahmanishta. You serve him
and learn many things adhyatmic from him. He does upadesa of mahavakya
which is followed by sravana, manana and nidhityasam by the sadhak. All these
are efforts on our part.
How many hours, how many days or how many years or even how many
janmas you spend in nishityasana, you don't know. It is the intensity and
serious longing for liberation that counts.
Yes, efforts are needed for liberation, but the very same effort will become a
barrier too. You drop it at a certain point of time. என் செயலால் ஆவது
ஒன்றுமில்லை, எல்லாம் உன் செயலே என்று உணர்ந்தவுடன் , you drop
the effort. Along with it , you drop yourself. You are not there. At that
point of time, some flash like an electric current enters into your heart.
You become a jivanmuktha.
Adi Sankara then describes a jivanmuktha. He still retains some small doses
of vasanas. Again thru' abhyasa and constant meditation, he continues his
journey. After the prarabdha finishes its work with the sarira, the jnani
leaves this body , like serpent removing its skin, and attains videha mukthi.
If you notice from the book ' viveka choodamani ', you will find that sri
Acharyal has jumped from sadhana to jivanmukthi lakshana, leaving a gap
inbetween. He does not describe how the enlightenment dawns on the
mumukshu. This is known by the saadhak and Iswara only or by Iswara
only.
In my post I have not said that effort is not needed. It is needed and when
it is dropped, the 'I' also is dropped. It is beautifully said in tamil - நான்
போனால் போவேன் ' ( aham )
If I have not explained all this in detail, I am sorry.