Dear Renu,
I too do not want to be out of touch with reality. But no one can be sure that they know the reality very well. So I have to be convinced that spiritual powers do not exist. I will then definitely give up that idea
Sri Sravana
The last person you want any suggestion in this forum is from me!
What Dr Renu wrote in post #89 was out of kindness and what I write here is for the same reason even if you dont accept it.
You dont need anyone's kindness but I explained myself why I am posting this message.
None of our teachings talk about any super natural powers. You have to leave out Puranas and embellishments in great epics which make the stories interesting.
There is no support for super natural powers (that defy law of nature). Great teachers like Ramakrishna Pramahamsa who has stated he 'talked' to Kali advised against thinking about super natural powers etc because they take one away from true learning and true effort.
There is no rational way to get oneself out of a belief. So you can continue to believe that you possess some powers that others may not understand. Saying you have support from our scriptures is incorrect and cannot be part of the delusion.
Even if you continue to believe in your powers of spirit, one teaching should be providing a wake up call. That is the teaching of Sri Krishna - he talks only about taking ownership to our will based action and not take ownership to results because results are determined by many other factors. So the weather changes have nothing to do with any of our action - thinking that prayer it contributed is fine, but that kind of thinking is not dangerous so long you know it is just a belief (and not rational).
So even if you possess any power there is no way to correlate or assume those your calling made a difference to affecting natural laws and its impact (like weather).
I think some times we do not realize how far deep we have gone into.
My suggestion is to think about this and scale back those beliefs - you dont have to eliminate them
I would heed Dr Renu's suggestion in this instance if I were you - I have stated this for whatever it is worth.
I know you will not listen to this - but I did try